when no one's watching

[concretekiss]

something must've happened last night. i woke early & feeling serene like i'd had the sweetest dream (as opposed to the cop-rape one) but i can't remember what it was, so i put whipcream in my coffee & pretended to be a belly dancer in my room, to celebrate.

if you do not confess what you truly feel you in turn protect that which is most tender of you, yet disservice yourself by censorship, pretense, or facade. of course the theory is subjective to different situations, but it is rolling around in the back of my thoughts, slamming into the windows on sharp turns.

i've been ignoring alot of responsible things. i don't check my mail for days & when i do i put it in a stack with the other unopened stack. i don't save my receipts or check my bank balance. i am living on the edge, just like triple x.

but today we celebrate eeyore's birthday in the park where last year i met a silver man!

Comments

[tericol.livejournal.com]

I cast a spell on you after we talked and since I was up 'til 4 taking out braids, I kept broadcasting. Glad it worked. Or it could have been the bottle ;)

hmmm, I miss coffee mornings with flavored liqueur and you and your chilluns.

It's been rolling around my thoughts for months now. The walking on eggshells phase has ended but it's hard to give up so much ingrained behavior. Our chats always help. Loving and missing you sweetness!

Remember, it's not a true eeyore's until you see painted boobies!

mmmmm praline liqueur!

[flightviolation.livejournal.com]

i miss singing with you, so. bad.
your spell worked & has been working for a while now.

Re: mmmmm praline liqueur!

[tericol.livejournal.com]

Ooooh! Look how sassy you are with that silver man!

Re: mmmmm praline liqueur!

[flightviolation.livejournal.com]

i know! could i smirk any harder? i was also pretty chubby.